"Yes I'm a beast and I feast when I  conquer"

-N.M.

spring go fetch summer!

yumm

Evandi unna pethan pethan pethan ?

Kaiyila kedhecha sethan sethan sethan sethan sethannnnnnnnn!

swoooon.

"Push this button in case anything happens." 

— -Elevator in Osaka, Japan

JAPAN: in my prayers. 

i can't even begin to fathom the scale of devastation this nation is suffering. images of  children and people searching for loved ones  is what breaks my heart the most. God, you are going to have to take your time in explaining this to me, because i simply don't understand. 

"In this world 
love has no color 
yet how deeply 
my body 

is stained by yours." 

— Izumi Shikibu (Diaries of Court Ladies of Old Japan)

scared

my life is slipping through my fingers like sand... 
i am out of control and all i can do is sit and witness it.
it is genuinely scaring me, i am literally destroying everything i have been working towards.
maybe i do need help.
where do i go?

I lied. and yall got me booked.

the only truth is... i've stopped writting and creating... that at this point there is so much racing through my thoughts that i can't even discern anything of the crazyness. i still linger here, only to start and leave without leaving anything.

it's 2:32 AM, i just finished up a couple of write ups for the awards to be presented at this marvelous and monster gala the Canadian Tamil Congress is organizing this saturday... preparations for this event has eaten the entire team alive but i sorta can't wait... we've worked so incredibly hard! i admire each one of the dedicated executive working on this project... they genuinely inspire me to live my utmost potential.

so, it's late and i'm sitting in my family room alone in the quiet (except for Romi's random sigh and wagging of tail against the floor - in his sleep), closing up all my windows for the day and getting ready to set my laptop away... 

i've never introduced to me kabooki lover to yall!!

ROMEO 

has been with us since mid fall last year, we adopted him from a some family friends

he is my angel, i have no words for his preciousness.

i adore watching him sleep :)