that's it... i need me some sleeping pills or something.
i can't seem the get myself out this stupid not sleeping and then being uber tired all day cycle. GAHH.
things are boring lately... i have an entire summer ahead of me and the first weeks are slow and annoying.
i have things to do, i'm quite certain, but to get myself to do them... eeek
let's make a list shall we?
- get a job... it'll appease the deafening cries of my bank account and my wardrobe.
- get fit. i hate that i can't run up the stairs in the metro no more... i content myself with running up the escalator but that's just not the same.
- see my friends and be much less of an emo bum.
- volunteer... get those projects in my head out there and done. gosh that's a list on it's own...
- fix my room : as in paint it and organize it... it's been a mess since... well exactly a year ago when we moved in.
- get my sleeping habits back to normal like way back in high school... -_-
- complete the list of things to do.
mehhhh. nothing excites me anymore... everything is in such a lull.
i turn on the tv, flip through... and then turn it off (i watch glee on the net).
i put on my music, shuffle through the tracks and and then turn it off.
i clean my room to pass the time, i run down to the kitchen and do the dishes once in a while, i sit on the couch staring at the beams of sunlight hitting the wood floors on sunny afternoons.
i visit the blog world and the portraitbook occasionally.
i feel old and useless...
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